Add honey It is so funny that most often, I come here when I have nothing to say, and avoid this place when I have the world at my fingertips and the words to express it on my tongue.

Life is proving to be overwhelming right now, and it is the small things that are keeping me grounded. Today's small things included:

Seeing Alfie, a puppy i fostered and was particularly fond of, now grown, grounded, and once again looking for a new home. His search makes me happy though, not sad, because if someone was able to give him up then he was not in a good enough home.

My cat London running across the lawn just to come and jump on my lap the second I sat down after dance today. To know he care's I am home is a comfort beyond belief.

The tag on my tea which gave me my motto for the day "The purpose of life is to enjoy every moment of it". Thank you tea, I will try my best.

Watching Gus bark growl and kick as he slept on the floor next to me. The absolute inferences one can derive from the very fact that animals dream in a way that makes them reenact moments of their own lives or perhaps imagine such things is earth shattering to me.

Reading these makes me think I need more 2 legged friends. ha.

I can't say I am emotionally stable right now. In fact I feel more explosive than I have in years, as if every drop of rain sends me running to the darkest places of my soul, but maybe I need to be here. I think I am trying to work something out, or rather get all these things out. I feel a strong need for detox, and although the lemon and cayenne tonics are doing quiet a trick on my digestive clarity, I think what i really want is a spiritual cleansing. Out with the old already; bring on the healthy stuff.

Computer says that in 9 minutes there will be a "scheduled outage" so I ought to schedule my own " scheduled offage". Night  ¶ 11:33 PM