Life is a Fabulous Blend...
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
blasted
Just rock it then. Rock it fast and hard, go strong or go home.
It's just cuz life is like a book
Can't read more than one page at a time or it'll just be ink on paper
One baby step makes lots of baby steps
Soon you'll have a baby right?
No, not a baby, a life
A life full of mystery and funk
Dirt, grime and love
Yes Love belongs in that list because it too can stink
But also that little knick on a shoulder does you good
Real good like a little scar on your face
It speaks loud and clear to those who see you
That you've lived.
No shelter here, just the real good stuff.
The stuff that sucks but also blows
Not in a sexual way, just metaphorically
Like how a bird is like a car or however they say.
It's all useless anyways
Just walk. Go. GOOOOOO
Fear paralyzes, hurt hypnotizes, victimization patronizes so stop
Go
Stop....ok Rock ¶ 11:38 PM 1 Comments
It's just cuz life is like a book
Can't read more than one page at a time or it'll just be ink on paper
One baby step makes lots of baby steps
Soon you'll have a baby right?
No, not a baby, a life
A life full of mystery and funk
Dirt, grime and love
Yes Love belongs in that list because it too can stink
But also that little knick on a shoulder does you good
Real good like a little scar on your face
It speaks loud and clear to those who see you
That you've lived.
No shelter here, just the real good stuff.
The stuff that sucks but also blows
Not in a sexual way, just metaphorically
Like how a bird is like a car or however they say.
It's all useless anyways
Just walk. Go. GOOOOOO
Fear paralyzes, hurt hypnotizes, victimization patronizes so stop
Go
Stop....ok Rock ¶ 11:38 PM 1 Comments
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Add honey
It is so funny that most often, I come here when I have nothing to say, and avoid this place when I have the world at my fingertips and the words to express it on my tongue.
Life is proving to be overwhelming right now, and it is the small things that are keeping me grounded. Today's small things included:
Seeing Alfie, a puppy i fostered and was particularly fond of, now grown, grounded, and once again looking for a new home. His search makes me happy though, not sad, because if someone was able to give him up then he was not in a good enough home.
My cat London running across the lawn just to come and jump on my lap the second I sat down after dance today. To know he care's I am home is a comfort beyond belief.
The tag on my tea which gave me my motto for the day "The purpose of life is to enjoy every moment of it". Thank you tea, I will try my best.
Watching Gus bark growl and kick as he slept on the floor next to me. The absolute inferences one can derive from the very fact that animals dream in a way that makes them reenact moments of their own lives or perhaps imagine such things is earth shattering to me.
Reading these makes me think I need more 2 legged friends. ha.
I can't say I am emotionally stable right now. In fact I feel more explosive than I have in years, as if every drop of rain sends me running to the darkest places of my soul, but maybe I need to be here. I think I am trying to work something out, or rather get all these things out. I feel a strong need for detox, and although the lemon and cayenne tonics are doing quiet a trick on my digestive clarity, I think what i really want is a spiritual cleansing. Out with the old already; bring on the healthy stuff.
Computer says that in 9 minutes there will be a "scheduled outage" so I ought to schedule my own " scheduled offage". Night ¶ 11:33 PM 1 Comments
Life is proving to be overwhelming right now, and it is the small things that are keeping me grounded. Today's small things included:
Seeing Alfie, a puppy i fostered and was particularly fond of, now grown, grounded, and once again looking for a new home. His search makes me happy though, not sad, because if someone was able to give him up then he was not in a good enough home.
My cat London running across the lawn just to come and jump on my lap the second I sat down after dance today. To know he care's I am home is a comfort beyond belief.
The tag on my tea which gave me my motto for the day "The purpose of life is to enjoy every moment of it". Thank you tea, I will try my best.
Watching Gus bark growl and kick as he slept on the floor next to me. The absolute inferences one can derive from the very fact that animals dream in a way that makes them reenact moments of their own lives or perhaps imagine such things is earth shattering to me.
Reading these makes me think I need more 2 legged friends. ha.
I can't say I am emotionally stable right now. In fact I feel more explosive than I have in years, as if every drop of rain sends me running to the darkest places of my soul, but maybe I need to be here. I think I am trying to work something out, or rather get all these things out. I feel a strong need for detox, and although the lemon and cayenne tonics are doing quiet a trick on my digestive clarity, I think what i really want is a spiritual cleansing. Out with the old already; bring on the healthy stuff.
Computer says that in 9 minutes there will be a "scheduled outage" so I ought to schedule my own " scheduled offage". Night ¶ 11:33 PM 1 Comments
