Gnight in Dush Im trying to figure out the meaning behind things and the men in my life have been helping me. I think that, although directly opposed to sexist judgements that lead to the enforcing of boundaries and barriers dependent on what lies beneath ones shorts, men as a whole think so separately from women. Be is social tunning, cognitive abilities, physical nature or whatever you call it, they add something I cant produce. Most of all, they are stubborn and give me a chance to work. Work hard on my own thoughts and my ways of expressing myself that can be read and understood.

I would like to make a shout out to Ryan Pedersen. Thank you for making life how it is, helping me understand who I am, and giving me the chance to live with you, through you, all you, ya know what i mean.

And to all my loves in Oregon; you are the constants that i miss and the something somethings I want to kiss and this is going downhill...so read my mind.


The candles in my room are burning low, the cat by my side wants to cuddle, and the remnants of pie need my attention. A goal for myself:
Be true in thought
Be kind in mind
Think of what will better, not destroy
Love over all
and Merry Christmas?  ¶ 9:31 PM