my brain feels like burning Knowledge leads to happiness
Ignorance is bliss
Then why when ignorance is ruined
and knowledge enters in
does the mind blink and shrink
from the pain caused inside
sometimes i'd prefer darkness
because bliss is quite comfortable
where as knowledge doesn't always fit
into the tiny space i provide
knowledge gives fulfillment
to the space of inquiry
but often fits like a new pair of jeans
too tight and not in a good way
it makes you wanna run sometimes
and wish you hadn't seen
the things that ruined your time of bliss
and brought you to suffering
but its to late now
knowledge comes with no gift reciet
sender unknown and now you must decide
what
do
i
do
with
it

can i pretend to be back in ignorance?
or can i act selfishly?
or must I confront the facts in the face
and change my life
no matter how hard it may be
i wish i had the choice to choose
but knowledge took that away
i gagged twice today as an after-quake of the robbing of my ignorance
this may seem a little serious
and too sharp for the easy cut ham
but the truth is, i can't do it now
i can't ignore what they are....lives

p.s. meat is gross
  ¶ 11:47 PM