Sneezing leads to death As of right now, life is different. I feel different in my own skin. It is as if i am living a little side-note to the regular. The most unhappy part about this side note is that it does not include friends. After school, I get into the what i call "productivity zone". If its not productive, get it away from me. I get this whole day planner set of what i will do and what will go at what time. These activities include eating, excercizing, dancing, responsibilities and homework. Never do i ever put in social time into the equation. In the past, this has worked out. School is social, and I make good enough connections during class that an occasional phone call is enough to keep open the lines of comminucation. But i fear that soon this line will be severed. With no commitment to them, no time to offer, and no classes had, my friendships are at serious risk. Its like they are coming down with a cold that could lead to a disease that could lead to death. I am looking too far into the future. I know, I will simply fix today and tomarrow and worry about the rest later. This weekend, I will plan in friends. Yes, it will be good.


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