Heavenly Post Descerning the Real Goals:

• To become fully and most humanly compassionate in all aspects of life
• To exhalt, create, identify, and spread all that is beautiful by finding the intent behind that which I cannot understand. To see the meaning behind the roots, the color underneath the blossom, the heart beneath the words. To spread joy, not the message thereof, to give love, not simply speak of it's power, and to feel oneself illuminated.
• To listen more deeply and critically at the conscience behind my being and let it drive me to fulfill every innermost constructive desire I possess till the day I die.

  ¶ 8:33 AM 1 Comments

  Blug Write write write write..take this moment and write it all right before you die with the wrong of wanting to write and make it right now, right now.

How fast shit and hit the ceiling and spray about the room on the blades of a fan you didn't even know was on. So confused and unclear, no thing that is real, no hopes that are in tact, no idea of what should even be looked forward to. Is the act of setting goals niave? Do I even know what I want right now. Do I listen to what my inside are gurgling between the wailing barfing noises and decide that only I know what i need, or do I listen to every philosophy around me, weight them to, and learn. Can I learn? What will I learn? Am i wrong to have so much fear?  ¶ 8:46 PM 0 Comments